Well this is my first blog entry ever. I felt like I needed to start a blog with all that's happened in my life. I honestly don't expect my blog to get noticed or anything like that. I just need to get everything out in a way where none of my friends will see it.
Lets see... I should probably start off introducing myself (even if my blog doesn't get noticed or something.)
My name is Olivia. I am a high schooler and a dancer. I'm a mutt. And honestly, that's all there is to it.
Okay so on with the story. So far this year, I fell in love, was cheated on, and gone through too much drama it's insane. This year i fell in love with my first real boyfriend. He was a senior, and kinda close to perfect. We started dating after he asked me to homecoming. I thought he was perfect and nothing he could do would change my mind about him.
Well the night of homecoming was interesting to say the least. When he picked me up, he didn't even tell me i looked nice, or he liked my dress, or anything like that. Then when we went to take pictures, he didn't offer me his jacket, (it was probably about 45 degrees and here I am standing in a strapless above the knee dress.) Then we went to dinner, and made me pay for his and my dish. It was around 40$ all together and I don't have a job!
Once we got to the dance, i thought things would get better. Wrong. All he wanted to do was grind. Disgusting. And all night he wouldn't kiss me, hug me, hold my hand, hug me, or even freaking slow dance with me. I mean come on, he could have at least slow danced with his GIRLFRIEND right? Nope.
And after that, he ditched me to go dance with another girl. Freaking d-bag.
I was so happy once the dance ending. Now let me tell about the deal we had made before-hand. We made a deal that if he went in my group, we could do whatever he wanted to do afterward. But if I went with his group, we got to do whatever I wanted to do. So I went with his group because 1) my mom probably wouldn't have approved of whatever he wanted to do afterwards. and 2) I wanted to show him off to all my friends. (okay for me, getting a boyfriend is a big deal considering I am a very picky person when it comes to relationships so for me to have a boyfriend who pretty much met all my "requirements", who was hot, and who was older, was a big deal for me. And my friends.
So after we (him, his younger sister (my age) and I) got in his car, he announced that he would not be going to the bonfire with my and his younger sister, but instead "go home". So of course I got pissed off because I was the only one without their boyfriend/girlfriend at the bonfire. And I wouldn't have been in such a bad mood if they weren't all making out infront of me.
And then on Monday when we came back to school, I find out that he (boyfriend) had gone to a college party in another state and flirted with a (college) senior girl all night. Awesome.
Then a few days later, he broke up with me. He said he needed to take a break because he was failing 3 classes. Lamest. Excuse. Ever. (I later found the real reason was because I wouldn't let him do anything more than making out.) So he said he wanted to get back together after the new semester so he could drop all of his "hard" classes. LAIR.
So the months pass by. And during those months I go through even more drama. I'm on my school's varsity dance team. And yes I said VARSITY. I don't like to brag, but I worked my butt off to get on varisty:) Anyways so I was really excited to have made it on varsity because all the girls were friends with me last year and I was their "baby sister". But once I got on varsity, they shunned all the new comers. And pretty much all of them from that point on have been trying to get me to quit/kicked off since day one. And I don't know why!!! Because, ya know, I've never talked bad about them, infact I've defended them when people speak badly about them. I'm super nice to them, but yet they hate me. So I had to deal with that every day. I had to deal with my grades, (my mom is asian so if you get a C you're pretty much disowned.) I had to deal with stupid drama with friends.
But on the bright side, I had the best night of my life. October 29, 2010. The day I got to go to the SYTYCD (So You Think You Can Dance) Tour. I had amazing seats, I got to see all my favorite dances, (minus the one with alex and twitch :( ), and the best part........ I got to meet my hip hop inspiration and my looooong time crush..... DOMINIC SANDOVAL!! He was suuuuper cute! And very very nice and very very sweet.... and Dominic, if by some miracle you're reading this, will you slap some sense into my ex-boyfriend and possibly be my boyfriend? ;) lmao jk. That will never happen!
Anyways..... so in the beginning of December, some rumors started going around that my best friend and kinda ex-boyfriend were hanging out. Alot. (And let me just say that she knew every word we spoke to eachother. She knew we were going to get back together. And she knew how much I liked him.)
So those rumors turned out to be true. And I also found out (from his little sister, (thannks girlllll ;) ) that they were doin' the dirty every night for 2 weeks!!!! I couldn't freaking believe she would do this to me. I told some people, and apparently, she did this to other people too! Turns out she had sex with 8 guys in one month. Now keep in mind, we are not at the age where we should be having sex. For crying out loud am I the only virgin in my class?!?!
And here's the best part. This whole thing, is somehow my fault. Mmkay someone please explain to me how her being a whore is my fault.
But anyways some good news! I have a someone boyfriend-ish type of person! Buuuuuuuut he lives in a different state. 6 hours away. He's my cousin's boyfriend's little brother. (And yeah, it is very awkward when we all hang out.)
More good news! Drama with the dance team is at a minimum right now. I'm getting two christmases!! (My parents are divorced) I have completely pushed the hoe and the cheater out of my life. I might be going to China this summer?!??! I'm probably going to visit all my family in the Philippines for my birfday. And I dreamt that Dominic and I got married??? Weird dream.... but I didn't mind :)
So yeah that was me bitching about life. There will be more to come!
Why did I even make a blog in the first place......
